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I Loved You All The Way...Until Yesterday

First day of school. Pretty uneventful. However as my luck would have it both of my classes decided to meet for the full time. What ever happened to just passing out the syllabus?!?!? No, I got the full out lectures. And I wasn't planning on it, or else I would have gone to the bathroom before class started. To top it off I almost threw up this morning. Not quite sure why I felt the need to. I promise it wasn't because of the alcohol I had the night before. It's stress. And cramps. Incase you wanted to know. I also have a sore throat, since Monday. I told my dad it was those dirty Redmond germs.

Stress is not going to be my friend this year. Well it is going to be my friend, a friend I don't want to have. I also don't want drama. So if you want it, find someone else to bug. I think I'm about to explode. So many little things are bugging me, I've slowly been letting it all out. But it's going to just come out without any warning. I released some of it in a dream the other night. While that felt good and helped, it probably means I have a lot of pent up frustrations, anger, and emotions.

Oh boy!

posted by Caitlin @ 8:13 PM 1 Comments

I Can See Us Holding Hands

Yesterday I could feel myself going back into a mind-set that I usually experience in the winter. I haven't learned how to control it yet so I got in the shower. The shower is my refuge. I need to learn how to deal with these moods or else who knows what could happen in the future.

I'm ready for school to start now. Right now. Not in 16 days. Or I at least want to register so I can gurantee my classes and set up my work schedule. I need to make more money. I need a car, I am so sick of walking to and from work. Ugh.

posted by Caitlin @ 10:09 AM 0 Comments